Well, I was going to go back and respond to all the older posts but most of them have to do with that brilliant decision to go see soldier guy. Strange how things seem to work out the way they are supposed to work out. Wow, where would I be now, if... Of course I could say the same thing, where would I be now with H if we didn't have that reality thrown in our faces. Something great came out of it...at least for now. Maybe I just need to tell H every few months I'm going to go sleep with a pretty boy soldier and then get ready for the hot sex with H to commence. j/k...sort of Would that be a strong bunny MJ? or monkey? I guess only if I knew I was not actually going to go through with it. Well, I guess I can control myself in the future if H is willing to give up the goods. I already told him I have to make an exception for Jake Gyllenhall. If by some act of God he asked me out, I'd just have to f@ck him hard as well as declare my love for him on the first date. H would get one pass too of course. Not even sure who he would pick though. Maybe Ashley Judd, he likes her. Anyways, I digress.
