invited to play poker for nye tonight. but i will stay home an really enjoy the solitude. good time to reflect on what i need to do to restore my marriage. w has been gone with daughter all week to visit her mother in salem oregon. fortunately i have been buys working. w has called every day and sometimes twice a day. no meaningful conversation. just small talk. she has been sick with stomach flu for the last few days. sounded ok today. told her i miss daughter and her. made sure i included both, no pressure.but i do miss her, even when she is unemotional towards me i still miss her company. must get myself mentally and spiritually ready for her return tommorrow. i will be praying the new year in, not partying. first time in twenty years we are not together. God will transform my marriage, i have the faith and the will and will stand in the Lords way. amen.happy new year!!!!!! pray for miracles in 2008.
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023
