It's been a while since I've posted to you, but I've been reading and I've only got a couple things...
Don't kick yourself for backsliding. Without falling down, picking yourself back up wouldn't feel quite a good!
The 48 hour rule is a good one. Not entirely practicle in a situation for tonight, but a good rule just the same. I wish i could post half of what i say to my H before i say it, but we are face to face and that probably wouldn't go over real well,
Just because he is filing (or says he is) doesn't mean anything is over. Do you want to be married? Are you willing to fight for it? Until the answer to those questions is NO, it's not over. Give him space. Give him more space than he knows what to do with. It's like you guys are playing a game of tag and you are it. You keep chasing him around, then you stop, so he stops running and then you step towards him again and off he goes. he's going to keep running from you until he's ready to stop. Who knows, maybe if you stop long enough and even walk away, he may even turn around and find out what happened.
As to why he may think you'd make a good GF/BF later on, but not M. Maybe a MLC for someone younger? I think i heard someone else call it a transitional life crisis. Give him all the room in the world to find himself. Who knows, he may just find a man that really does want a W and a family.
Anyways... hang in there. Have a blast tonight and be happy. Here's to a happy New year to everyone here...
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
