Oh Goodness if only I had read this thread this morning maybe I wouldn't have called H. I hadn't called since Christmas and he has been the one initiating contact. but I didn't hear from him all day yesterday that is VERY rare, so I called this morning just to check up on him and he told me he was out of town, which hurt my feelings and I know my tone of voice showed that I was upset. I just called his mom when we got off the phone and cried my heart out to her... atleast I didn't do it to him.
as for tonight.. I am home alone with my 4 kids, a bottle of wine and for back-up I have some other stuff, so if I have to get so plastered that I cannot even dial the phone I will do that and let him enjoy his out of town!
me:29, H 33 Bomb- 11/06/2006 I came home from work to find that he had moved out into an apartment. next day he says he wants to work on our marriage but will not return until he feels right. kids-4 m-10 years T- 13 years another Bomb-Sept '07 OW confirmed...
