You weren't harsh... i always let him get to me. I hate to see the people around me upset or hurting. Knowing i caused the hurt, tears me apart. I can only do so much... I read on another post somewhere (don't remember - sorry) that the person who has an A has the right to say - i've done A,B,C,D that you asked me to. In return i need you to know that i need A,B,C. I don't mind jumping through hoops, i should have to, but eventually he has to step up and say, "i want this M to work. I'm willing to do my part in making sure it does. I will work towards this goal." Right now i feel like he is trying to make me feel bad cause he feels bad...
i can blame the pregnancy all i want, but i haven't had an emotional pregnancy yet, so i think it's just me letting his attitude and behavior get to me. I have to be happy to be me and be confident that I'm doing the best I can.
on a lighter note: I made a New Years Resolution w/ D3 today to make sure that I will make more time for doing arts and crafts with her and getting her into soccer and she will make sure her room is picked up everyday. We'll make a chart. Everyday her room is clean gets her an extra hour of park/activity time. She said "that's good mommy. mommy is happy when we play" Kids are amazing.
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
