don't know what my problem is, but i can't get out of this funk i'm in today. H has the day off and I'm worried. when he has extra time on his hands he normally starts thinking. Thinking is bad... I just talked to him and he had some bad dreams last night (this is code for dreamt about me leaving him in a variety of ways.) He's still sick (because he refuses to take medicine or see a Dr.) and slept in this morning, so when he woke up from these dreams i wasn't there, that's bad too. I was already having a bad morning, but now I'm worried about how he'll be when i get home...
I just wish this was all a bad dream that i could wake up from...
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown