Quote: You've been kind of quit this weekend, I hope that's a good sign!
it is!! it is during the week while h is at work that I get to feeling down..and petty and selfish as I accuse the waw's of doing...
you know what's funny...I was never a good dbr...yes for a few weeks during seperation I'd smile and be nice..no r talk..la di da all is well...thank you...but there were also plenty of times that I let h know exactly what I thought about what he was doing..the example of being a quitter that he was setting up for his children...the fact that he was foolishly throwing away family for some selfish ill woman who would surley do the same to him as she's done to her own h...oh boy oh boy...LL doesn't always keep her mouth shut..but the one thing I know is...sometimes ya just gotta let it out...now I know that I don't always let it out in a productive manner ie the little rant I just gave about waw's but when it's there it's there...it's raw...it's genuine...it's not methodically thought out and made all pretty nice nice for you to hear...that's just LL...if you don't want to hear the straight up truth...then don't talk to LL. she don't candy coat nothing but apples!!
phew!! now off to watch the news with h...were down at the bar tonight maybe we'll just get drunk and fall asleep on the couch.
