I don't really care what he's doing tonight, I can't do anything about it anyway. I know I have to get my butt in gear, go to this party, and have a blast! I won't call him. If he calls, I will just have to see what he says, if he wants to meet I WILL NOT (unless I hear some true sincerity and not just drunken, get laid tone - at least do my best not to be weak and fall for it), I think it would just be too hard, and I would feel miserable (probably not at the time, but the next morning).
M 29/H32 M 7yrs/1 dog Bomb 10/18 M in apt 11/13/ H in the house 1st now
