jmw I don't have any magic answers, but I do feel your pain. It is just an emotional nighmare and there is no easy way through it. My only advice would be to try and do things you like hang out with friends and do you best to get your mind off of your W. I say that and of course I think about my W every minute of the day. Try and remember too that she is in pain and also struggling and this is causing her to act the way she is.
Me - 34 W - 33 S - 5 D - 4 M - 14 years Bomb 1 Dec 06 Bomb 2 Aug 07 Separated - Aug 07 WAW Renting own place - Dec 07