What Now

[grdn24grl]

He sent me 2 responses:
1) we will see
then 4 minutes later:
2) go to the party, be with friends, just be mindful of how much you drink.

I responded:
I am going to the party, I just wasn't planning on staying late. Thanks

I try to post things here first, but get too impatient when I don't get a response, and when I do get a response it's usually too late I've already gone through with whatever - unless it's totally major.
We'll see. After our conversation last night I don't feel like going at all, but I know I have to! I just feel like everything I have done blew up in my face.