LL, Thanks for always posting such great replies on my thread! I have to tell you, I can totally relate to your "wishing" thread! Isn't it amazing the thoughts and feelings we have when we finally have what we wanted in the beginning? What's the deal??
I, too, appologize for my emotions. I think it's because we don't want our H's to think that we are going back to the way they thought we were when they left? We are allowed to have emotions, all of them, happy, sad, angry, etc. But I think we are scared to show them, and get upset when we do.