Just saw this after my last post. I really really really admire you for this...
Thanks for letting mebe honest with all of you. It really helps to vent this somewhere.
LFL
LFL. I saw this in you after your post about what you were about to do -- saying you were "venting" and didn't care what anyone thought about your impending actions.
You are not venting LFL. That was your conscience that wrote that earlier post. Stubborn-azzed woman. Tried to stuff that baby down and bury it with your ego's sense of entitlement but it found a way out. Bravo LFL, bravo. Rascal our egos are. Always trying to disguise the conscience with a word like "venting.: tsk-tsk.
You're a good egg, LFL. Go eat some chocolate and forget about daydreams into Candyland. Don't you know living in the real world pretty much sucks for all of us?
-Stigmata-
The difference between a warrior and an ordinary man is the warrior views everything as a challenge; the ordinary man views everything as either a blessing or a curse.
-Yaqui shaman Don Juan-
...and that holds 2x true for nice guy wussies, DJ