well, all hell broke loose, it is over and done

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Feeling much much better today. I forget to hang on to God when I loose it (or about to). I love love my bible quarterly about trials, I'll read it and re-read it often. One piece of advice I was forgetting was that when your mind is assaulted with awful feelings, thoughts, despair and misery you must praise God, your mind can't be controlled by negative thoughts while you are praising him, there is no room for dark thoughts, that's how I kept from going insane last week.
H seems a bit stable on the outside, will see his new T on thursday and I hope this time he doesn't hide his demons but fight them.

I wish you all a wonderful blessed new year's and that this new year we continue moving forward and knowing that we have done our best and that we have no regrets about not trying hard enough.