Im sorry about not being with all your little ones (I know their not actually "little") I don't know how im going to feel when that time comes.. it will be sad.. Im still in the mickey mouse cartoon period \:\)

It is a new time for you.. to start doing things you like ( which I know you already do with your horses) but you can start thinking of other things you like to do.

Its strange, your life is so wrapped up in your kids, there just isn't time for anything else.. for me anyway. I guess that's because they are still only 2 and 5 years old. I know that will change as soon as they get to their teens. I just hope they still like me then..lol.. or I will be devastated!!

What are your plans, are you guys going out?? I think we're going to get some chinese and that's about it.

It would be nice to be with all of you.. there are so many nice people this board.. ive only been on one other board called silentgrief.. its for mothers who have had miscarriages.. it was pretty good, i don't go on hardly at all anymore.. i didn't really make any real connections on there, just some support and advice.. but his board is just Awesome!! everybody on here is a gem!!

ok, now that I have rambled on.. I guess I need some adult conversation in my life.. other than my mom and H..hehe

tal

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.