Well H just called from work, he says he's still set on the D and tha he thinks he's ready to pursue other people. And that he thinks we both know he's not the type of person to be married and with one person. I was trying to be positive and validating but it was really difficult. I told him I knew that I can't change his mind only he can do that, and he reiterated the fact that he wasn't going to. He also said he was very impressed with the changes that I have made and that the fact that I still would want to be with him made him feel very special. H said the purpose for us getting together was to go over papers and to see what I would want from him in a D. H said he has taken the month to think things over and he still feels the same, I replied that maybe he still needs more time to think about it, he said he didn't think it wouldn't matter. Then supposedly our friend (more his "friend") from Orlando was on the phone and that he'd call me back. I'm waiting to see if he does. WHAT DO I DO NOW??????? Can any part of DBing work now? Or is it really over? I'm not ready to quit yet.
M 29/H32 M 7yrs/1 dog Bomb 10/18 M in apt 11/13/ H in the house 1st now
