Okay so I have had a very strange 24hrs with H. I got a text from him yesterday morning wanting to know what I was doing. I was asleep at the time and a little hung over from the night before. Anyways, he started telling me that he really misses his family and he misses me sooooo much and he needs to see me. he told me that he wants to come home and has been thinking about it for awhile. I am very scared right now. I don't think I should be taking this at face value because I know that it could all change tomorrow. But i really want to believe him. When he left here today it was sad. It's the first time I have seen him have a hard time walking out the door and he didn't even pick a fight with me so he had a reason to leave. He gave me a kiss and left.
Tomorrow is new years and he didn't make any plans with me and I did not push for any either. I will take this one day at a time and see where it goes. I just don't know where I stand right now with him. We talked about moving to Australia again. It has been something that we had been talking about before. (my mommy lives there) He seems to really want to do that. Not sure if that is one of his ways of running again or if he really wants it. There are a whole lot of things that we have to work on and I hope we can get there.
Me:32 H: 34 T: 12 YEARS M: ALMOST 5 S: 8 D: 4 S: 14 (OTHER R) SEPERATED: 03/09/07 (but wanted to work on it) NEW SEPERATION: 27/11/07 (doesn't know what he wants) MOVED HOME 12/01/08 I'm acting as if this blue sky is never going to rain down on me....Sara Evans