Just bought a 1 way non-refundable ticket to Dtown

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SO it looks like our meeting to discuss us isnt going to happen. Its now 4pm and she still hasnt called. I feel hurt all over again.

I really think she just likes to play with my head for reassurance that Im still around.

Its really weird, everytime I start to detach and havent had contact with her for several days, she texts me and says she cant stop thinking about me. Everytime I feel like Im gaining confidence, she shows up and resets me back to zero.

Its coming to the point that I might have to tell her to leave me alone once and for all so I can heal, but I still love her and I would love to discuss our chances of reconciliation.

Any suggestions?