time for honesty & truth for a new beginning pt 3

[phbear316]

Jenny

All these months have been hard not just this one or the last one. Anyway, even though i did sleep the day away, i went down to my parents house, had to drop off something to them, went to the store, picked up a few things for dinner and for NYE tomorrow night. And new years day. I know h will not be here tomorrow night, i am not that stupid.

Wish i could go with my parents to Atlantic city, but i have to work tomorrow and only off tues. They are staying down till thurs. Well i plan to have night in tomorrow night, i plan to rent some pay per view movies, and watch them all night, see what comedians are on comedy channel, etc. Turn off the lights and light all the candles i have And pig out on lots of junk food LOL, LOL

New years day i plan to get up and go for a walk, come home and have some brunch. they just hang around, and probably take the tree down since i still have not done it as of yet. Funny i want the darn thing down so much, i can't get myself motivated to take it down. I think its because i did not want the darn thing up anyway.

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bear