Start of real Separation

[soul_mate]

If anyone has any advice on going dark I would like to hear about it. I have been trying to go dark the past week and my W is making it very difficult. She simply wants to have her cake and eat it too. I have the kids for the week and she has been doing everything to try and come over. This morning I finally let her come over because I was coming across as mean and I couln't think of any excuses. We got along good, but it is sad to me and dose bring down my mood I still love her and it does hurt to be around her. Then I think well I should be taking advantage of the time I get to be around her. Her mind seems extremely made up about our R being over, but she still wants to hang out although maybe it is just for the kids who knows.