Whatever you decide to do, I know you will do what's best for you and the kids. I'm sorry to see that you are still in this place after 18 months. That scares me as well. Last night I got a real good glance at how cocky and full of himself my H is. I don't know what to do either. I've only been in this sitch for 2 months and it's destroying me. As my Mother always says, "things have a way of working themselves out." Something has to change eventually. What that is? Who knows. I wish you luck. Have a good day today and I hope it gets better for you. I really do.
M 5yrs 1st baby-girl born 6/18/08 Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07 D Final 07/10 OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her Me, now - happier than I ever was with him