I just heard from H. Got my usual "how are you feeling?" I responded with "much better"

Not sure what is happening. Either he forgot about my text from yesterday or he is avoiding it. I will give it some time and see.

The more I think about it the more certain I have reached my fork in the road. Like I said before, maybe sending a text during his hunting trip about OW was not the time but I still feel the same. Something has to be done one way or the other. No more wishy washy in between. I am ok with either. Of course I would rather have my family but I have given him enough time and chances. If we are not going to make it I would rather start going on.

For some reason I do feel better when I have this mindset. I am no longer waiting on H to decide.

Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!