so what comes first the chicken or the egg...or does the chicken make the egg just smell bad????
what the hell does that mean???
are the problems h and I have/had....a result of my expecting him to "perform" thus not being happy becuase I take it as him not loving me...not finding me attractive (god he'd have to be blind) or something else...I get annoyed and then other feelings of resentment start to build...an endless cycle it would seem...
so now that it has been at least two weeks since anything...well now I am finding myself getting irritated at everything he does....grrrrr!! am I irritated at everything he does because of no action...or am I simply seeing the light because I am not being passafied???
I just don't get it!! (isn't that ironic!! ha ha ha)
it seems that as my resentment builds over the issue h pulls away more and more so that not only am I not getting the extra but the simple hugs or kisses or cuddle on the couch start to diminish as well..thus creating more resentment in me!!
I don't know if this is the root of our problems or not...but I would say that for me...it's a biggie!!!
I'm starting to feel like just giving up...there's no point in filing...h would only tell me not to again...life aint so bad...but I suppose I should just accept the fact that I'm married and therefore to expect to be treated like a "woman" regularly is out of the question...that's for single people.
