I can feel your pain. I miss my H very much physically. I also wonder if H was PA or EO with OW. But I'm thinking your H has never really been overly physical so why with OW? She was also going under cancer treatment so did she really feel like it? Probably not.
That doesn't help now but at least it's an option for then. Did they laugh at LL? I doubt it but you can laugh now because H is home with you!
I don't know what to suggest. Maybe a video or Pay-Per=View? Just a sugestion.
{{{{{LL}}}}}
Maybe we should go to find some male strippers next week!