at this point I'm finding it hard to believe that h simply had an ea with this woman... wtf did they talk about all the time??? I don't hear h talk about much more then the weather...sports...the new crisis in the world..and our kids...what he plans to do with the yard...what time he'll be home...what appointments he has etc...
really what the hell were they talking about every friggen day??? what the hell were they talking about the 3x a week that he would go to her house????
they weren't talking??? they were screwing the hell out of eachother and then getting a big kick out of laughing at me about it all...and gee what a sap I am now...stuck with a h who has a friggen girlfriend while I cook and clean and try to make him happy but have to "take care of business" myself...what a raw deal this is!!!
I'd like to tell h to go be with skanky ho!! she is after all making herself fully available by leaving her h...why bother with me??? you obviously can afford to pay for the kids and me and still afford your own place and life!!!
I'm bored!!! I've been sitting on the friggen couch wathcing cnn/fox/msnbc and all that for over two weeks now...sure h is kind enough to let me sit on the same couch as him...sometimes is nice enough to let me lay down next to him and fall asleep...but wtf?? I am home alone all day with two little kids...I understand his desire to know what's going on in the world...I have myself become interested in watching it..but d'ya think that maybe we could put it on the radio and go downstairs and play darts or something..think maybe we could have a few drinks some laughs and gee I don't know maybe a little physical fun???
things will never change....when h first started to come around it was fun it was exciting..it was playing darts hanging out...massages or just cuddling...h would ask to come in the shower with me...h couldn't get enough of hugging and kissing me...wtf???
