ok so...h got home around 3ish not exactly sure cause the kids and I were in the playroom (basement) and when we came up he was outside burning some more of the trees and brush that he's taken down.
instead of going out to dinner I suggested we just eat here, h doesn't want to eat meat during lent and I had bought a piece of haddock when I went food shopping...so I cooked some raviolis and garlic bread and the haddock...my mom came over to eat too and watch the kids...h didn't come in the house til after 6pm...took his shower ate...I put dd to bed...showered and we went off to walmart to get some diapers and stuff and then to a movie..."phone booth" not recommended...was odd for me...it was about a guy who was having an ea with a woman and had to come clean with the w or he'd get shot!!
I had more fun at walmart than at the movie...the movie got out a little after 10 I said to h...I say let's go get a drink but the weather seems more like we should just go to our own bar..h agreed...we got home and I helped h get the plow back on the truck...I offered to drive while he directed to get it lined up right...he then wanted to scrape our driveway so I went in.... h came in and immediately got on the puter checking the weather...I got bored waiting...asked h if he was planning to go to bed after...he said no we can stay up I'll have a beer you can have a drink we'll sit down stairs...h was taking a while so I folded some laundry...h went down stairs...when I got down there he had turned on the tv and was watching the news (cnn/fox) I sat at the bar..h sat on the couch...I then sat on the couch...h then went up to bed...I stayed and watched a bit more (like 5min) I then went up to bed...went to sleep.
uhm????
sun I seek physcial affection from h and argue about it...mon nothing...tue nothing...wed nothing...thurs nothing...fri we go out and still nothing!!!! WTF???
ok good things... h did walk me to the truck and opend the door for me... h did put his arm around me on the way into the store...(but it made me want to cry...) h did hold my hand on the way into the movie... h did seem to move closer to me when he realized why the guy in the movie was in such deep sh!t... h did give me his arm on the way back to the truck... h did spoon me when we got to bed..
now I've reached the point where I don't want h to bother me!!! I'm annoyed with waiting!!
