suppose I should take some comfort in knowing that h held onto that note along with many many other written long before it and long after it....that's gotta mean something right?? even if his mom was the one to find them and put them in a bag...he's still got them after all theese years...so maybe he doesn't ponder them read them try to make any sense of things...maybe that's a good thing...cause there's certainly fuel there for the fire of us not belonging together.

so anyway...planning to go out to a movie tonight...was looking at pre-views...phone booth looked kinda neat till I realized the guy was being put on the spot for having an affair...nope don't think I want to see that one....so what about basic...well that might just remind me of what's going on in the world...so how about dreamcatcher....oh gee maybe that'll bring us back to the days while we watched the x files and started to believe alien conspiracy was afoot!! maybe we'll just be ignorant and see old school...na!! I'll just let h pick and go with the flow...I'm a big girl I can handle whatever message or theme they want to throw at me...can h??

LL