Trying....

Funny, the scenario doesn't do a thing for me. I am not at all attracted to my wife. She is an alien beast, who has a lot of explaining to do before I let her touch me.

Maybe I fear being burned again. Maybe it's "I ended the relationship with my boyfriend." Or, "I ended the relationship with my boyfriend." Or, "I want to file for divorce in June." Or, "I will be filing in October."

I am tired of the suspense. Being on tenterhooks is not pleasant.

The bottom line is that if I were to go out tonight and pick-up (and have sex with) some anonymous woman at a bar, I would have more respect for this woman than my wife has for me now. And I am the father of her children.

But thanks for the effort... I know, you are trying...


Me: 48
Divorce final May 2010
B: 19
B: 15
G: 9