I wanted advice from anyone as to what I could do now that the damage was done.
Coated in 'poor me' language. (I don't blame you... but you cannot fix what you cannot own. If everyone HERE could forgive you your transgression... you could hold that up to Ms. IC, couldn't you? "See, Ms. IC? All those hardcore Relationship SSM folks can get past it...") Get my point?
I get your point, but that's not really the point I was trying to make. You kind of make it sound like I was/am seeking forgiveness. Forgiveness may or may not come...that's upto Miss IC and only she will know if she ever does TRULY forgive me. To me, it seems there will always be a lingering doubt..something to prove....I mean this in a good way. I don't want to fall into a rut of everyday living.."oh she forgave me, things are good now" Bullsh!t! I want to wake up each morning with the attitude, "what can I do today to prove my love for her, to earn her forgiveness, to build our marriage?" Can this be done everyday?...probably not, but can it hurt to try?
You say that I cannot fix what I cannot own....I'm owning it and I'm doing what I can to try and fix it
Mojo....-88 for eating the last cookie ???? You're tough
