I don't believe I ever stopped doing those things (cept for while h was gone) I still try to do those things everyday....
h on the other hand does them when they are convenient if at all...
it seems as if I am the one trying to figure out what makes him happy and am working overtime to give...
what about me???
what about my needs and wants???
I can keep doing all these things for h and perhaps eventually if not already...he'll have warm fuzzies for me...I on the other hand have to search for things to make me smile...search for things that make me feel good about the r...
when will h search for ways to make me happy...it's not like I don't tell him what I want and need it's just that he doesn't always want to give...
