yesterdays c session had me a bit upset.... c paraphrased h as having said...
now that I've had those feelings and been in an r like that I don't know if I'm capable of feeling like that again.
in other words...is h capable of falling in love with me???
am I capable of falling in love with h???
can we get back that connection????
we seem to be able to do it best on the phone....
I know the feeling h is seeking...we did have it for eachother long ago...h did put exclamation marks after my name on his schedule....it was there once...I let it grow in to love and so did h...over the years that feeling faded..."you've lost that loving feeling, now it's gone gone gone waoo ooo oooh"
I want that twinge that tingle...want h to have it too...
now what to do???
I know we both have a deep love for eachother...that shows everyday...but what about the "in love"
