I'm a newbie-H is MLC-Lovely!!!

[MrsLBW]

I really don't want to be here anymore-in MLC land or limbo land. I want this over with. I'm not sure I really even want him back anymore. Or do I just want him back to keep the family together. Maybe he is right-our relationship stinks, we have nothing in common anymore, our sex life sucks-there's just nothing left anymore. "Maybe this is just it-maybe it's over" is what he said.

Maybe he is right.

How many times do yo have to be kicked in the head before you "get it"? I'm pretty beaten up right now.