The "ripped from you" comment - yeah, that's pretty much how it feels. And damn if it isn't a slow-healling wound.

Therapy is helping some, I think - but alot of this is still fresh enough that it's still tough to work though. I think it's important to keep going, even if things don't feel like they're moving quite as fast as wanted. It took me long enough to admit I needed therapy, longer to realize that I may actually need meds of some sort. Not easy admissions, either, and not something I want to give up on quickly.

Oh, and thanks for the comments on the pictures \:\)

My kitty's been helpful in getting through this, too. Hugging a kitty when you're distressed is calming - even if he doesn't much care for it. hehe


Me: 26 W: 25
Together: 6yrs
Married: 14 mo.
Bomb: 9/14/07