Have I waited too long?

[cat11]

Thanks for your encouraging words. I pick H up at the airport in a couple of hours. I've been on an emotional rollercoaster the last few days. Readinng SSM and trying to come up with goals. When I have more time I'd like to post the goals I've come up with for any thoughts. Taking H to a nice Italian restaurant when I pick him up...candles on the table, etc. Then when we get home more candles in the bedroom. I'm so nervous. Scared to death actually. I'm thinking at dinner I won't bring up the R. Just let things flow and enjoy him being back. What if he rejects me in the bedroom??? Worried about that one. If so, I'll just take it all in and understand that I can't expect him to forget the last few years and the hurt and rejection I've put him through. Wow, this really is going to be a journey, isn't it? But I'm up for it. He and our M are worth it. Thanks again for your advice. Nice feeling I'm not alone, as this isn't something I can talk to friends and family about. I'm off to get in the shower and make myself gorgeous, LOL!!
Cat11