I am in the Blaine area. W and kids went to NY to see her family for a week. I called last night and today to let her know I was alive and well and being EXACTLY where I said I am going to be. Amazingly, now that I have my head out of my ass, the hardest part is being away from her. I miss her and the kids and us being together so much it just kills me. I can't even begin to understand what I have put her through these last three years.
