Don't feel too down, my friend. Things will get better at some point, they always do. Like Heim says, true friends will support you no matter what. I have noticed, in my case, that my family does not want to see me and the kids hurt. They think staying with my W is a train wreck. I know that they mean well, but they also know that my goal is to get my W and family back.
BTW, you always have support here. Who better than those of us facing similar trials?
Best, --Chris
Me: 40 She: 31 S: 5 D: 3 Married: 8 years (05 DEC 99) Blow-up: 02 JUN 07 Piecing (More like Ostriching): 22 FEB 08