Tackling MY Future with Enjoyment!

[Jeanette1120]

Wow I have not had a thread lock in so long! I guess it was because there really wasn't much to say anymore. But it seems that Rich is in contact more these days and things are getting a bit strange.

Lets see, I left off with him finally calling me to tell me of his sick cousin in Peurto Rico who he went to see during Christmas. Yesterday he called again to say his cousin passed and the family was flying out for the New Year. Oh, he did say to call him if I needed anything. Hmmm......now that was very thoughtful but not much he can do for me being so far away.

I have been doing alot of soul searching and wanting to find my happiness again. I have purposly stalled in the selling of our home as I thought keeping it would make me happy. It won't. I do know that for either of us to be happy again it will not involve this house, so the first thing on my agenda after I recouperate it to pack it up completly and leave out only the bare essentials. (I have been watching SELL THIS HOUSE all day) The house is only 6 years old and I did do a wonderful painting job on it so the only thing that needs done is
de-cluttering.

I have so many wonderful things I AM going to accomplish this New Year that I can't hardly wait to begin!

I am no longer afraid of letting go completly and doing what I need to do to find my peace.

I do think that Rich is on the verge of trying to make a come-back, but I am not going to let that stop my plans either. I've waited a long time for him, I'm sure he can wait awhile for me if this is the way it is supposed to go.

Happy New Years to Everyone. Our lives are what we are going to make them! So they shall all be SPLENDID!

Jeanette