OC - It IS easier without them sometimes. The thing that is scary to me now is that the love I had for my H is slipping away. He has crossed the line with his selfishness. I don't know who he is anymore.

This morning I am feeling disgusted by him and what he has done and is about to do. I think if he said that he was leaving today to go live with the ow, I would be relieved. I am tired of him telling me that he needs to be away from home every evening to do "things for himself" (i.e - be with/screw ow).

He has asked me to leave his life and I feel myself shutting down my feelings for him. I really don't even want to be in the same room with him anymore. I know I deserve better and I'm not accepting leftovers any longer..

Am I in a mood or what?????!!!