OK, my W just called and she has invited me to go with her and the kids downtown on the weekend to look at Christmas lights, I told her I'd love to. Now so far this Christmas season she has invited me for a dinner out with the kids, Christmas eve dinner, a get together at a friends on New Years Day and now this. Interesting that she is issuing all these invitations, I'm inclined to decline the New Years get together as I don't want to be too available although I'd like to see our friends but... I also had to return a Christmas gift I had bought her and replaced it with a necklace. She thanked me warmly for the necklace tonight and told me how pretty it was, which was nice to hear. So all this probably means sweet piss all but it seems like a step in the right direction. Maybe all my distancing the past few months is paying off or maybe she'll just shaft me as she usually does when I get a little glimmer of hope I'll just take this for what it is, some nice times with my family, I do miss being a family and when we spend time together it feels damn nice. We'll see where this goes...if anywhere. I'm not holding my breath besides she's still a self centred...well, you know the rest!
I'll just take this for what it is, some nice times with my family, I do miss being a family and when we spend time together it feels damn nice. We'll see where this goes...if anywhere. I'm not holding my breath besides she's still a self centred...well, you know the rest!