Today is a pretty crappy day. I am feeling really miserable and lonely tonight. W and I usually go out for dinner on Friday night with D, but I didn't talk to W at all today. W called me about 5pm and asked if I was going to pick up D (of course I was, it is my weekend with her). I asked if we were going to dinner, and at first she said yes, then she changed her mind and said she was sick and wanted to do it this weekend instead. D and I ended up going out somewhere else together on our own, but I'm feeling pretty lost at the moment. W is so hot and cold all the time - It is odd that she has called me this week about things. This week she has called me every day, which is really not her normal pattern. Normally she NEVER calls.
I don't know... Sometimes it feels like one step forward, one step back. Earlier this week felt like two steps forward instead, but I guess this is now two steps back.
