ok... my FIL and his new wife who is 22 yrs younger than him have not spoken to me in 2 yrs and today I rec'd a Christmas card from them. With pictures of the 2 of them on their cruise to alaska last summer.
not sure what to think? for they sent the kids cards and cks for Christmas wks ago.
My FIL spoke to d on Christmas and asked her if I was ok and the kids and I were doing ok. She said he seemed genuinely concerned.
very strange when he is with OW I don't think about him when there is a posability that he is not with her I can't stop wondering and thinking about him.
focus... need to stay focused !
bought new nailpolish today and some tulip bulbs. I am going to redesign my front garden this spring and I am determined to have a paradise for my yard.
My tutoring job is not working out so that has me down this week. It was one of the few really rewarding things that I have been doing for the last 4 months.
m24 yrs h 50 me 47 s 21 s 17 left 5-30-06, and 12-4-06 still gone.............
