I want a positive sign with each encounter with him but I should know better. He was just here to pick up the kids for an overnight visit and it was business as usual. No kind words, no smiles, nothing. I tried to make myself busy in the house while the kids ran around the house "getting one more thing to bring to Dads".

UUGH!

This is so frustrating. After the positive emails this morning I was hoping for something. Throw me a bone, man!!! I'm dying here!


Me:45
H: 45
M: 14 yrs
T: 16 yrs
D's: 7/11
Bomb: June '07
Moved out: Sept.'07