I everyone I have not been on but I have thought about you all often. I am glad that Lonelybutwaiting and Wishing have updated. It is good to hear from you both.
BND I am so jealous that you were in New York but I am not sure it is possible for me right now.
MTN you sound so great as usual.
I have been busy with school and moving into my new house. It is not really my house and I don't really like it. I would have preferred not to move but my girls love it so that is okay for me.
I have had to close my daycare. It was not really my choice and I was quite sad and scared to do it but I know God will open another door for me. So right now I am between jobs and that is a little scary for me. I miss the kids in my daycare and now I have to fidn childcare for my own children so it is a bit difficult.
Christmas was harder than I thought it would be but not too bad. I did have fun and I got more Christmas presents that I thought I would get. Even one h bought for the girls to give me.
I have been distancing myself from h quite a bit. As my life moves in another direction I have no interest in interacting with him. I am not sure if I am just trying to protect myself or if I am not as healed as I would like to think. I know I do not want h back but I do miss my family entact.
I have caught up with a lot of posters and I will catch up with more of you. But Nic's postings struck me because there are similiarities between our two stitches and it makes me wonder if I won't file for d because I am afraid h will marry ow. But maybe I should so it would be the final rip of the bandaid and time for the final healing and really moving on with my life.
Anyway I am looking forward to a new year, new job and a new semester in school.
