I've had a little time for this to sink in and I've been afforded the time to reflect on just how bad things were for us back in April. I think the intial shock was dealing with this in the here and now...."how could you do this, when things have been so good" kind of thinking.
I'm not condoning that IC did...but reflecting back to that time, I can see how it could happen. We both were in danger of this happening to either one of us without us realizing the danger we were in.
I'm struggling with trust issues...big time! The least little question of his whereabouts triggers anxiety and questioning of him. I don't know if I am doing more harm than good to our relationship at this point. He has not made any mention or have any of his actions indicated that my questions have irritated him. Is all this questioning going overboard? Or is it reasonable on my part?
I'm still just feeling very very lost in this whole scheme of things. I know I come on here and vent and I'm sure my emotions seem petty to some but.....
