Thanks for the encouragement. I just dont want to surprise her because the lies previously were surprises and they didn't work for sure.
I have been thinking.....I know everyone says that the W must have proof that the A is over. When we had our blowup I ended it the next night in anger, anger with myself. I have had NO contact since then. I have waited to change my cell only because at work we got a new contract just a week or so ago and I want to cancel this phone. And, where I am living out east, I plan to move in with my sister while I am fighting for W. I want to tell her these things, but again, they are just words.
Four hours till they leave. I am looking forward to some time to just sleep, and be in OUR house, the home we built together. I want to just be here and feel it. I feel so close to my family and don't want them to leave today. However, she is going to see her family and is looking forward to it and I hope she has a GREAT time.
