Just bought a 1 way non-refundable ticket to Dtown

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Well, our meeting is going to take place this Sunday. I have no idea what to expect or say. I think Im just going to be honest, non-judgemental and confident.

I certainly have some reservations about her sincerity. Does she want her family back only because of the security? Is her OM dumping her so now she wants me? Is she only doing this so she wont risk losing our D in a custody dispute? Is she simply playing with my mind and buttering me up?

My mind is going 100mph, didnt sleep well last night.

Part of me wants to tell her to go fly a kite and the other part wants this so bad. I cant understand how a month ago she told me her feelings for me had changed and that she felt she had moved on. Now she cant stop thinking about me and feels lost without me.

Ugh.