It never was a change in heart. I wanted the affair over from the beginning and have been tormented by guilt. I took my W for granted, no doubt about it.
My h has said the same thing. It never felt good, but was something that happened and then once in the midst of it all couldn't get out of it. It happens - a lot. It's a series of bad decisions that lands you in a heap of trouble. Working your way out of is difficult.
Me: 34 H: 39 M: 7 yrs H A 12/05-8/07
If what you say surprises me, I must have been assuming something else was true. - M. Wheatley
