Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning pt 2

[phbear316]

Jeanette

Oh you can smack him hard, i will give you the iron pipe if you need it, 2x4 way to gentle.


Glad surgery went ok. You scared me.

Jeanette, i have to start to chuckle at the insanity, for if not i would cry.

Why, i don't know, they call when they think the time is right for them, no one else, no one else but themselves.

I'm glad you have no fears anymore, for i right now am full of them, and doing my best to work them out, and doing my best not to react to my fears

Hopefully you see him going down and not me. I am trying to grow and trying to change, he just does not see it.

I will not leave the outside light on for him tonight, the tree will be off, maybe i will be up, maybe i won't. His gifts as i said will be under the tree. He will wake me up when he comes in the garage. (darn thing makes so much noise and is over my room) If i am in bed, i will not get up, he will have to come into my room to see me. If i am still on the couch, i will not get up to see he, he will have to come to me to say hi, if he feels i deserve a kiss today and maybe a hug hello.

hugs
bear