Trying to Cope, but It's Too Hard

[stacy22]

well christmas is over and the next holiday is our anniversary, can't say that I'm exspecting anything. I just wish I new what to do, where to start. I don't know if I should pack his stuff up, and put it in boxes or leave it in the closet. I don't know if I should stop caring, because he doesn't seem to. I just don't know what I need to do to see me. I wrote him a text message asking him what he needed to see, and he never text me back, because he's said he has made his choice and thats that. I know that I deserve a second chance at making our marriage work, and he states he doesn't want to hurt me anymore, or end up where we are again in a couple of years. I don't either, but I don't know what to do to make it better if he won't give me a chance or go to counceling. He asked me who else do you want me to see, and I don't know who we could go to. I live in Montana for crying out loud we don't have to many choices when it comes to therapy.