Hi atlas, thanks... Yeah. I can see that. I definately think he cares and wants things to go back to normal, but you are right, the problem is that the changes in my behavior are just that, my changes. They have very little to do with him. I'm not changing because of anything he's done, so i don't know how to explain to him when he asks.
i know he blames himself. I blame myself too. The thing is, i've forgiven myself for that. I still have to deal with it, but I don't beat myself up over it. He does. He doesn't really talk to me about it, but i can tell. I don't know what i can do for him in that aspect.
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
