I'm feeling very angry today, can't quite put my finger on why. I feel like calling him and just screaming at him, is this normal? I don't even know what about. AAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!! I think I need to go outside and scream my head off.
Oh yeah - There are days I wake up and just want to do the exact same thing. Usually doing something physical helps - Going for a walk, working out, stuff like that.
Originally Posted By: grdn24grl
Why can't he just wake up and see? I feel like he hasn't noticed anything different about me. Well, how can he, he never talks to me, and the only time we've seen each other is for ***.
I'd probably stop meeting him for ***, if you're not getting anything else from him.
Originally Posted By: grdn24grl
Please tell me this is normal and it gets better, easier to detatch. I just want to hear his voice once in a while, I would be happy with that.
You will go through phases - One day you'll feel confident and maybe even not want him around; Other days, you'll look for his approval for lots of things and wait for him to contact you.
Eventually you'll get to the point where you're not all that interested in what he is doing, but every time you get tangled up with him you're back to square one...
